A letter to the future 3

Hey Darren, it yourself from 2014. :)

How's life currently?
Is it ok? If yes, then good!! Haha..:)
What about your love life? Are you in a relationship?
You know you'd always fall too fast for someone right?
Spend some time away from each other for a while.
Spend some time to think about your relationship with that significant someone ok?
Don't rush. Remember, if they are yours, they will be yours no matter what.
:)

As you yourself in 2014, as I am writing this. J is nearly out of my mind, but still not my heart.
Let it go. Move on. Often easier said than done. Don't you agree?
I miss J's smile, J's smile, J's touch, and J's kiss.
But I can only think about moving on, forgetting J little by little as time passes.
J is not thinking twice to forget about me. That's what I think. Or maybe I shouldn't think of anything.
You know you think too much some time that you tend to overthink stuffs right?
So, don't think. Just pray. Pray to The heavenly father. Pray that He will brings what's yours and deliver you away from what's not.
Always remember to change for the better ok?
I'm changing currently.
I want to become more healthy. More fit. More better.
One day, if I succeeded, I will try to chase J again. Maybe this time we'll have a different ending.
A good ending. I hope. I really do hope.
Hey Darren, its late for me now.
I'll write to you next time ok?
It's 1.58am currently and I still have the blobitos's story to update and early class tomorrow.
I'll stop now. See you next time ok?
Be happy.:)

XOXO

A letter to the future 2

Hey Darren,
Its the 2014 version of you.
Its finally the year where you get to live your dreams as you're currently oversea in Adelaide.
Yeah. Its your dreams too to meet the love of your life.
Had you met one yet?
No worries if you haven't ok?

Oh yeah, I don't know whether will you still remembers this name "JBY"?
Do you still remember this name?
Don't mind if I asked. Are you guys finally together? *Fingers crossed for a yes*
Yes? Oh my god!! That's great news. But a word of advice if I may, please don't break J's heart again with all your stupid stunts ok? J is the most amazing person and J is as close to your dream counterpart as you can get. Cherish J well? J is hard to come by nowadays. It's not everyday that you could date a workaholic and just smile in a stupid kind of way you know?

Umm.. I really hope I don't have to say this but is that a NO?
I'm sorry. He was a very amazing individuals. Why didn't J love you back? I don't know.
Why didn't J gave you a chance if J really do love you? I don't know either but I just want to tell you something. Remember the sentence the second pastor you've met said?
"God's timing is not your timing, God's timing is not your lover's timing, God's timing is not my timing, but God's timing will be exact and right on time when it happens. So just believe in God and He shall blessed you with His greatness."
Do you remember it? Yeah. It's alright if you don't but it's great that if you do.

Hey, cheer up ok? Ignored all of J's words. Don't think about it anymore. Where's that EDM music thats so loud it helps a little in forgetting about J? Play that. Again and again. Put it on maximum volume. I'm so sorry this brings back bad memories. I know you really love J. You really really did love J. But it's time to move on. Or if you had moved on, GOOD for you!!! I'm expecting Anastasia and Benjamin in another couple of years down the road ok? :P

Hey, lift you head up. Don't think about J anymore. There's so many fishes left in the sea. Go out, date some new people, meet new people, maybe you never know when will the love of your life appear. :)
Be happy ok? Let bygones be bygones. Go out now. Have some fun, if you know what I mean. Haha..
What?? You're old enough. You should be doing it more often then. Play as hard as you can, and please, be safe ok?? Did you bring along your "protective gear" before you left the house? You did? Good boy!! Now go tiger, mauled back the preys thats lurking in the jungle, waiting to be eaten or risked getting eaten YOURSELF!!!

Be happy. Remember. Everyone else that's around you likes you when you're happy. So do it for them. And do it for yourself too. :)

Letters to the future 1

Hiya guys...
I decided to make this list of letters starting now onwards to the future me till I'm out of things to say...
From 2013 Darren..

To Darren,
You are one of those who look back on your memories and cry all day about it..
You may seems different in a way but you are special in every way..

Sometimes,
You may say you won't and will not trust love anymore,
You might not even want to think about it.
But you know that you would always turn around,
Buried your face in your pillow and cried the all night silently..

Do not think you are anyhow girly but you are just a sentimental man...
Cry all you want, as hard as you may..
But what's gone is gone...
It will never turn back to the past,nothing will change,
You are still left behind and alone...
You are still the only one holding back the past...
And the past will be ever as part of your memories...
Move on,don't look back..

Someone better is waiting just around the corner...
Someone who love you more is waiting for you to look at...

Remember,you believe love at first sight...
You loves a long stare at each other...
You know you can sees someone's soul through their eyes...
You may something thinks your criteria are the one scaring your other part away..
But,it's not true...
You only want your other part to be the one who fills your weak side...
Be strong...:)

Memory fragment

Hi guys..Xd

This maybe be the first blog post in the year 2013 and
It may as well be the first big news I'm gonna post..

First of all,I'm in COLLEGE..Yeah for me..
About the course I'm taking,it's SAM(South Australian Matriculation)..
After that,it would be everything about the Medicine field lol..
Aiming to be specialist heart surgeon and maybe later on,
A doctor without borders..Xd
(Damn! Since when had my blog be Soo serious lol)

Oh,I've another one news for u guys..
I've joined the Dance club in my college..
And I'm taking up Latin...Ouch!!
Oh yeah,baby...and I'm rocking it hard!!xd
Dancing is Soo much fun..Xd

And then,not to be so far off the topic here..
The reason why I blog today is somehow I need someone to talk
To but failed in searching for one..
Therefore,I results in blogging..

The thing I wanted tell u guys is there's a part of my memory
That come back lately...
It's very blurred...but somehow I remember there's an individual involved..
But I can't remember that person's facial figure..
I feel puzzled..I feel confused..
Why can't I remember??

I also can't remember the details of this whole memory...
I remember meeting through the net but I don't know when,why and which..,
But somehow as I tried to remember more and think more harder..
My head hurts...I feel dizzy,but I feel my nose went sore too...
I don't know why...
I can't quite put it together in my head..

Should I try anymore??
Should I remember this person??
Why don't I have this feeling to blog anymore???
(Like I used to when I blog)...
What happened??

That remained as a confusion I'm putting away...
A memory where I should've never remember back...
That's all...
bye
Guys..:)

World Vision-Malaysia's Beach Style Camp

Hey guys!!!

This is actually my SECOND time writing this!!!

I've accidentally deleted the first one!!!

STUPID me!!!!

Well,I'll spare you the idiotic me!!!

And let's get to the point where I tell why I'm writing this!!!

Actually,this is also in the account of assignment!!!

We,campers of Pantai Kelanang,Banting...

Organized by:Hong Fai

<The First Beachside Camp in Malaysia>

were assigned to write a text about the camp...

But here,I won't do only juz that..

I'll tell you too about the 2 days I've spent with people from all around Selangor!!!

Which by the way was AWESOME!!!

One week back,I was waiting eagerly for the camp to arrived!!

And by the night before the day,I was very nervous!!!

And then,

It was THE DAY！！！

I  gathered at the place where we were told to and in no time,

The registration begins....

The registration grants me 2 shirt 

<1 blue and 1 green>

!!!!!!!

PS: I was told that I'm in Group 4!!

Yeah,and then it was 

The BUS!!!

And the Ice-breaking~~~

STARTED!!!

During a session in the ice-breaking,

I raised my hand!!

For this first time,and it was the beginning of the 

"ARMAGEDDON"

When we were told that we have arrived,

Damn were we confused!!!

Because We reached Pantai Morib,

instead of Pantai Kelanang!!!

Then,Hong Fai started the initiation ceremony....

Then,we were given time to take a group photo!!

Then,It was the second strike of the 

"ARMAGEDDON"

I let them took my first pic...

With my legs opened wide!!!

hAHA...

<3

After we took all of our group picture,

Oh,forget to mention,

There were a total of 8 group!!!

So,after the 8th pic,

We went for a quiz-hunt!!!

It was pretty CRAZY,

where people were running around like nuts,

posing sexy picture,jumping here and there....

Then,we went to Pantai Kelanang after that!!!

When we reached there,

Hell!!!

Mosquito were flying like a circus and that juz half of the troops!!!

After that,we set up our tent!!!

Activities were held and everyone was enjoying themself good...

And then the night comes,OMG!!!

All the troopers had appeared!!!

They were "shooting" like crazy,

there was also a play being held!!!

Then,its the next day!!

We sang in the day and chicken dance after that!!

After,it was the BIG group pic!!

and then it was The BUS again!!

We were heading to 

Tanjung Sepat

for our next activities!!!

Treasure-hunt!!

During the game,we had to asked all around!!

Taking picture,running up and down the streets....

And then the day ended when we head back to Butterfly park!!!

We ended our 30 hours famine with breads and soy milk!!!

Haha...

All in all,it was the best 30 hours of hunger which I've enjoyed very much!!!

OMGGee,I can't believe I juz said that!!!

Being in the camp makes me realize many things,

One of it was that war is just plain stupid!!We have almost 70 billion people in this word!!

Some may say,

Do we have enough food to fed them all??

Do we grows enough crops to produce rice for them??

Can we even give our support to them??

The answer is 

!!!YES!!!

Why do people fight wars??

why can't we just help each other like families??

Why?why?why?

I hate the world that fights war...

I hope that one day,even for 1 days.

that everyone in the world could help each other!!

Wars=Blood;

Blood=Death;

Death=Orphan;

Orphan=No income;

No income=No food;

No food=Hunger;

Hunger=Death!!

It pains my heart when Hong Fai shows us campers the videos about children who are in hunger in

Ethiopia,Africa,and so many more....

Children named Samy,Abidah and soooo much more!!!

(T.T)

So,from now on,I'm starting to spread news about the Famine 30!!!

I hope people from all parts of life could joins the camp in 2013!!!

I really hope more people could know about the condition in certain poor country

!!!!!!!!!!

If you have set your mind on helping more children by adopting them,

Kindly refers to 

https://www.facebook.com/BeachStyleFamineCamp?ref=ts

for more information!!!!!!

~!!Thanks a lot!!~

Well,thats all from me!!

I hope its not too long...

Haha!!!!

Tata!!

XOXO

PS:Still missing V!!

(And I didn't check any error in here!!TIRED!!SOrry for any mistake!!)

This is the 10th Anniversary Theme Song from Famine 30!!!

And this is the 15th Anniversary Theme Song From Famine 30!!!

Which is This Year!!!

~~Woohoo~~

!!Bye!!

Woooooohhhhooooo~~~~~~Part 2

Sorry guys,for keeping you guys waiting for my story to end

Hahaha

~~~~~~~~

Ok,from the previous ,I was talking about an activities which the devil,Encik Akmal wakes my teammates and I to play....

PS:my teammates and I did not sleep in the same room!!!!

For your information,my team also consists of girls lol....

~~~~~~~~~

The game was actually likes a test to testify the trust which we gave to our teammates and team captain which is Yours Truely,Mua!!!!

My teammates were asks to tie a black sheet around their head which makes them all blindfold except me!!!!

I was then given a clue of which I must head to and along the way ,the trust that my teammates gave me was unspeakable and uncountable....

Our team made it as a team

~~~~~~~~


Overall,The camp was fun and I would hope to enter 
others camp for this year or next year lol....


Haha.....I know maybe some of the reader maybe piss since 
I shortened the post A LOT!!!!
Haha....but really sorry!!!
Bye...
But still,Please support 
ok???
Love you....

~~~~LOL~~~~~ (II)

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Hey you all,Haha...

I'm gonna continue from what I left out for soooo long lol

!!!!!!

Actually its quite obvious,

The answer I got from Siew Leng is

!!No!!

She doesn't even wanted to start a serious relationship but

instead of telling me that,

She kept it a secret and told Siew Leng to promise

that she wouldn't tell me....

Ultimately,She was playing me all along....

I'm totally crushed by this answer,

Try imagine the moment I heard this........

I shred my tears for her but soon after that,

I know that she wasn't the one....

Many had told me about that but I think that

"Love Does Cloud One Man's Vision"

And so,I felt its hard to fall in love again

but 

my friends told me that 

I should never give up on love,

::As when god close a gate,He will surely open a window::

So...

Thats all guys,Until next time.....

<3