Wazzzuppp

     Wazzuup to all my blog readers and all my non-blog readers,today I'm gonna tell you about a bar that are so shit because its situated just in front of my tuition center and its very hard for me as well as my comrades because the music playing in the bar are SSSOOOOOO loud that its actually disturbing for us to focus on our studying lol...

    Despite that,since the bar had opened for just 1 day and it had causes a road block and the car blocking the road are pressing hones to each other and that also contributes to the sound pollution and thus causing us to lose our focus in our studies~~~~

   Well,enough of the ass bar,here are the real topic that i'm actually wanna tell you guys since you guys had seen my blog that you guys had probably known that i've not talk about my love story as my blog names are 'my love story' right???Hehe,well~~~~i'm actually single again thanks to god!!!!haha~well i'm will blog soon ok??tata~~~(this is my way to say see you again)

My new job Or so i think

     Hiya to all dudes and dudads,(especially to all those who are a fan of naruto and bleach)I am also a BIG fan of those two books...Today i'm going to discuss about comics readers and lovers....

   Have u all seen naruto and bleach newest edition???FYI:i've seen it and it was astonishing to me because the story contain suspension and exciment....Well i think that naruto is the one of the comics that should win an award because from what i have seen until now,the story are very interesting and it like its are attracting me to see more and more because of the story jutsu and killer move....I love it

 Bleach is my second favourite comics books because the story keep it character secret well like their's Bankai and shinkai and thats theirs hidden powers and it attracted me to read more and more to find out everyone of the character hidden powers are....DAMN

                !!I LOVE COMICS!!

Bad Bad Me

     Damn Me Damn Me , I had tell my friends that i'm not going to the place thatthey are going 2mrw but actually i'm going but i'm not telling anyone of them.......shit me  

Busy busy busy life

    Hiya all,my life had go from bored to BORING by the day passes me and it had make me wanna go back to school and meet with my friends....I hope that my PMR exmination will be great thats are at least 6A 2B or higher....hehe


  Well i have friends and teachers that are my competition for my PMR examination and their grade are better than me  or so thats what i believe.....I hope that i could get better grade than them thus proven my abilities to achieve good grade and repay my teacher for what they have taught me almost all of their technique for getting good result.....Thank you all

Was what WAS what

    My life was once filled with happiness that a girl bring along when i was fall in love with a girl when i'm 12......Although it was not eternal but it was happy while it lasted .....I LOVE U was the word that we said to each other although i think it means nothing to her but it was that three word that fills my world....


   I don blame her for taking away my smile and happiness when she left me four years ago...I blame myselves for not giving the feeling of being protected to her that are probably the reasons why she left me....


  Even after four years,I still Love her but i think that love are just a play toy to her because she entered into the same secondary school as i am so i often heard a lot of gossip about her and her renewable boyfriends.....I used to heard she really like a guy but i think that its my false because i didn't warn her about the boy that she love secretly was actually a renowned "PLAYBOY" in the school who has played with the feeling of several girls in the school......


  I was told that she was single again and one of my friends told me to hook back with her but i don want to....All i wanted to say to her is that no matter what ever happens to u,I will be always right beside you,lending my shoulder for you to leen against.....I wish i could ever have a quiet time together so that i could ask her why she left me ????All i wanna is the answer from her so that i could keeps the memory of me and her forever and sealed it.....
　　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　   I LOVEＵ
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Back on track AGAIN

     Hiya to all my blog readers,as u guys had known,i haven been blogging lately for almost a month or two now...Well the reason that i haven been blogging that are all because of a performances that i must practice for,and well i have practice for it for a month and well~it turns out quite good and satisfied...

    The performances was done at 20 November and about 300 parents had attended the ceremony and well plenty of ours teacher had been working for it for very long and are hoping to get good result and parents acknowledge for their child's grade at theirs UPSR examination.....

   Speaking of examination,my PMR result are coming out at 28 December,OMGEEEEE i hope that i will get at least 5A in the examination because i wanted to make my teachers especially Ms.Yin & Mr.Chan proud of my grade and DUH...my parents proud because they are the one who sent me to tuisyen and had let me know new friends from all of different school,so that we can compete with each other and increases ours grade from C to B,B to A and of course maintain a minimum of B grade.....

   Well,speaking of grade,my studies for form 4 studies had been a piece of cake with the help of my two most respectful teacher that are Ms.Yin & Mr.Chan that had help me in my studies and pass on their skill for studying to me....ＴＨＡＮＫ YOU

   

New happiness

    Started from what u all know from my previous post,i'm in a realationship with a specific someone who i really love...In this post,i'm gonna tell you'll the unwanted and heart-breaking things that i avoid to do and meet everyday...I love u is the word that i want to tell to him everyday face by face....

   Existance of love is a special thing and it come suddenly and without mistakes...I have run into the love that belongs to me that are arranged by (dare i say it)-GOD....Although i'm not a superstition guy but Damn it i still believe in the exsistance of god....

  Extended distance of our love,which i think is a problem at the beginning but it turns out that all are fine to me as well as him that long-distance relationship are fine to both of us...My life was once fill with sorrow and lonelyness but was replaced by an angel with happyness and joy....

  We have been quite busy this day of all the work and time planning that make it harder for us to communicate every deeper and mostly it make him harder to communicate to me cause i'm busy working and going for all those form 4 tuition and planning for the upcoming performances all the time that i'm actually growing farther and farther from him......

  It was very hard to reply 'her' message after the tiring day and most of the time i just sleep without telling 'her' about it....Then 'she' will be angry by replying simple answer to my text the next day....Why my life will be so packed with things to do all the time was all thanks to a girl which i will tell you in chinese...Her name is...I will tell you in the next post......Haha just joking....Here is her name< 苏思琳>who have turns my life into a grown-up life which is boring and joyless.....Thanks for all the thins you have done....

 Naturally i thought that i will fall in not love after this,and i stand correctly because in the next 4years i didn't fall in love but insteads i fall in work....My time was fully-packed,tons of works,and two things that keep me living all this time-my Beloved friends and of course WORKS AND TUITION....

Gangs of my friends had keep me smiling all the years...Thank you friends for being a good-listener and listening to all my life story.....My friends have been like the brother and sister i wanted all the time....Thank you my brother and sister......

TEnsion from the works and from school are my number one priority that kept me moving forward and keeping me alive....I wanna tell you guys who have readed my posting,that my Friends are my Live,without them my life would be as empty as a air.....

 K this is the time i put down my finger and rest.....THANK YOU for having the patient to read all my post....Piss out....

Poetry to u

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing.
Watch you smile while you're sleeping.
While you're far away & dreaming.
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
I could stay last in this moment forever.
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
I don't wanna close my eyes.
I don't wanna fall asleep.
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Even when I dream of you.
The sweetest dream will never do.
I'd still miss you,baby.
And I don't want to miss a thing.

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating.
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming.
Wondering if it's me you're seeking.
When I kiss your eyes & thank God we're together.
And I just wanna stay with you.
In this moment forever
I don't wanna close my eyes.
I don't wanna fall asleep.
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Even when I dream of you.
The sweetest dream will never do.
I'd still miss you
And I don't want to miss a thing.
I don't wanna miss one smile.
I don't wanna miss one kiss.
I just wanna be with you.Right here with you,just like this.
I just wanna hold you close.
Feel your heart so close to mine.
And just stay here in this moment.
For all the rest of time.
I don't wanna close my eyes.
I don't wanna fall asleep.
'Cause I'd miss you,baby.
And I don't wanna miss a thing.
Even when I dream of you.
The sweetest dream will never do.
I'd still miss you
And I don't want to miss a thing.
Yea~ Oh~ Yeah~
Even when I dream of you.
The sweetest dream will never do.
I'd still miss you
And I don't want to miss a thing.
No no no~

And exciting experience

      Today was a fun yet tiring day for me...i went climbing a mountain with my tuition teacher at Gunung Lambak which is at johor which is also the hometown of my tuition center queen Ms.Yin.....We(21 teachers) went to johor at 5.30 morning which is the time that i'm sleeping....I didn't get to sleep so i sleep at the van which we sit for 4 HOURS...our bottom was very pain and the van are kinda hot...

      We started singing and have fun in the van but we eventually tired out and sleeped in the van...We arrived at Gunung Lambak at 10am and packed ours things for the journey...We tooks some picture below the mountain and so we started to climbed the mountain....We passed through two bridge and started walking the steep mountain....

     We walk and walk then finally we walk until a different type of road-a rocky road...We walk and walk and THOUGHT that it was as easy as cakes but we were wrong....We keep walking and finally reach the half mountain and took a picture there...

   But the real torture was just beginning.....We continue our journey and hell it was getting harder by the minute,we were exhausted but we had a great time up there...Ms.Lai was the teacher that supported me all the way and helped me to carry my bag because i'm not feeling so well and i was vomitting along the way....Ms.Lai also supported a students from another school that we meet at the half mountain and his name is Ah Chen...or thats what we call him...

  Ah Chen was a obese boy but he had the will power of a tiger...he kept resting along the way and Ms.Lai was beside him supporting him all the way to the top of the mountain...I was very gradeful  that i have a teacher who name Ms.Lai and a group of teacher which consists of Ms.Yap,Ms.Yu,Ms.Jie and one of my friend...

  After we reached at the top of the mountain,we took some picture and rest then continue our journey back down the mountain...Don even say that getting down from a mountain is very easy,its the same as when you climb up the mountain...because the mountain are kinda slippery and dangerous and you know what WE RAN INTO A 'SCORPIAN' luckily we didn't get hurt....

   Along the way down the the mountain,we ran into Ah Chen again and he step on a pipe line and slipped then he fell down and hit his leg against the pipe line...He was in pain but he was supported by ours teacher and magicly he STAND UP and keep moving.....We all learn a lesson here that are teamworks makes everything fine....

   After we have climb down the mountain,we went for a shower and go to a shopping complex that are 'PARKSON' in johor...We went to parkson and have a KFC meal there....The meal was great and finger-licking goodness....After the meals,we went shopping and i bought three handphone bracelet one for me and one for my lover and one is for keeps...

  After shopping we went to the KFC shop and assemble there and Ms.Lai bought a gift card for Ms.Yin and Mr.Chan for there willingness to sacrifies their precious time for our happiness...Thank you

  We sing along the way back home and Ms.Lai was the craziest of all...haha

   Today was a good,funny,tired and happy memory that i will remember for my whole life time...


    超级超级我爱你，考试拿A没问题，考试之前多节目，K馆冲刺班都有。
    超级超级多美女，内有LaiTeowYu和Yin，女王Ms.Yin样样会，公主们各有所长。。。

                                                     超级我的补习专家 

Sorry guys

     Sorry guys for not posting for the past week....i've been busy with my 'bear bear' and i forgot that i have not write my blog lately....i'm truely in love with my 'bear bear' and i know 'she' is too...
 
     We live far apart from each other but our love brought us near...I LOVE U is the word that i want to tell 'her' the next time we meet and we have agree that the next time we meet we would KISS each other....and u know what i'm NERVOUS like hell now and we are seeing each other next monday....

    This is my first time i'm gonna to kiss my lover....i'm nervous cause i'm scare that 'she' will run away from me so i'm hesatating about whether if i wanna kiss 'her'.....

   Pls help me to decide if u think that i should kiss her go to

我不知是否该亲她（我的爱人），所以我交给你们决定：如果你们觉得我该亲他，请按个赞，我是很爱他的。。。谢谢

 and click 'like'.....


        PS:THIS IS AT FACEBOOK SO GO TO FACEBOOK,FIND THE PAGE AND CLICK LIKE IF U THINK I SHOULD KISS 'HER'.......

Hell on earth

   Today after my first day with my special someone,i feel like floating up in the sky and the same time like hell because i've lose my handphone during my first date...and the next day was very suffering to me and 'him'...

  I wanted to call my lover but i'm now without phone or any other communication devices...Damn the guy/girl who stole my handphone,i'm eager to kill him...that asshole stole my only communication devices that i use to connect with my love one...

  I'm eager to told  my love one that ours first date were magnificient and amazing..and my lover was dazing yesterday night....once again an angel had came down from heaven and landed on my hand....

    I LOVE U

New love

    Today i'm gonna share a different parts of my life with all my blog readers out there...As u all know from my previous post,that i've been living in a miserable life with the absents of love in the air...but in this post i'm going to tell you all about my new love...

   As the day passes me by,i've given up on love and had put my self into my works....but during the PMR examination a special 'someone'(who i can't tell u about) had supported me from behind during all the PMR examination...and that special 'someone' is who i'm in a relationship with....if u had readed my previous post,u might think thats the girl that dumped my for a new one BUT it actually a different person...

  We meet each other over the internet in a chat room then through facebook...but considered by all the news that i've readed in the past day many of my friends would considered as a 'scam'....I've thought about it and think that it might really be a 'scam' so to prevent that from happening,i started to get to know that person little by little everyday and we trade number too....

  Many of u must had thought that this are really a 'scam' but u must heard my full story before u make your decision like the old saying said: never judge a books by its cover...continue from the part where we trade our number,we started to message to each other and calling each other 'names'(i mean not the real name) and it started to became a more realistic relationship...I call 'him'(no gender differences) to left my alone during the PMR examination for a period of two month so that i could study more...and 'she' really did what i said to her...

  Soon after the PMR examination,she didn't call me nor message me anymore and when i finally texted 'him' and you know what 'she' say :i thought u told me to left you for two month time and not to bother u and i wanted to call and text you but u say not to....After seeing this message content that i got from her,I know that this was real and not a 'scam'....

  October 17 2010 was ours first date....and although 'she' live far away from me,'she' still come to the place that i call my second home: jaya jusco..Jaya jusco was a place that i go so often that i could know which stall is was name by blindfold.....Its also a place where i meet my true love....

  We meet at a place call 'old town' where when people saw us,they were gazing at us like a cobra looks at its prey...their look at us are like saying :you teenagers are too young to date,you should study instead of dating.....we look at each other and smile then i started to say: how are you?you look magnificient today...(OMGEE this is my first time dating and i'm the one who started to communicate) we talks like we have know each other for a long time as if we were friends talking to each other..we were blushing and our cheeks turn from a face to a chimpanzes butt(if u know what i mean) and i offer us to go see a movie....

  I went with 'him' to the cinema and buys two tickets(i bought a couple seats but i didn't tell 'her' that) we waited and when the cinemas room light were lighted, we went in and sat down...no one was around us and the movie was a horror movie 'The child eyes'....the movie started and the lights turns darker and darker and finally turns off....the movie was quite scary but i noticed that there are something getting closer to me(IT WAS ACTUALLY 'HER' HAND AND HEAD) getting closer to me...I also pretended there was nothing happen and continue my viewing..And u know what 'she' takes my hand and hold it....(double OMGEE and jackpot) and holded her hand and saw someone laughing and i don't know what their are laughing about...

  I started to change into a werewolf and move my lips closer to 'her' lips but i think 'she' knows that i'm going to kiss her and thought that we are going to fast so 'she' move 'her' head lower and 'her' hair are above my lips...I noticed that and change back to my ownself...The movie ended and we were walking out of the cinema when i noticed my phone missing...(What the ****) i went into the cinema to find it but it was too late..I guess this is the way god tries to tell me that[in order to love u have to make sacrifies]...

  After the show, we went to have ours dinner and i was kinda hoping that time lasts a little bit longer......This is my first love after four years of single.....I hope that you guys like it because i wrote it exactly what had happen today at 17 October 2010....

Mathematic Love

    I've been doing math for qiute long now and now i have been connected with it..everytime when i doing my math i saw her in the math questions..the formula are as easy as in love...

   I think mathematic are easy because i think of her everytime i do my mathematic question and the question turns from bad to good..The love of me towards her had made me became a boring man and had made me 'love' math but the love of me towards math are brought closer by my teacher at school and my 'beautiful teacher at my tuisyen center...

 ~~I LOVE U BUT IN ORDER TO LOVE U MORE I HAVE TO LET U GO~~

The friendship who support u after love

    Losing love have bring me closer to wat i call friendship..fiendship have meant a lot to my life and its a part of my life who kept me happy and smiling all the time..my smile was once that shiny but it had gone with a girl who leave me..
   Love even take my heart and my smile away and left me with loneliness and emptyness....But i stand back up with friendship supporting me along the way and by the next years i was turning slowly into my old self but without love in the air..

  The school that i go to are full packed with friendship of all type..but with good news come bad news~~the bad news are the 'girls' that i love happens to study here at the school that i choose...my life started to turning back to what she had made me since the 4 years ago...

  From that day that i saw her walking to the registration desk,I swear that i'm not going to be in love again so i stuff my heart with a lot of works...i started asking teacher to give me additional homeworks and joining the school clubs and going to tuisyen(who i love so much)so that i could not think about the matter of love...

  I've in this state for 3 years now so i've already been the same for 4 years so i'm like addicted to it.. and i like to help teacher and stuff....Love are still not been found by me so i'm staying single...maybe after i've reach my ambition i could be in love again MAYBE....

DARK SMILES

    Everytime i saw her walking by my and talking to her friends and joking while they are walking to the assembly area...i'm a prefect so i usually guard at my position that are situated just in the way of the girl that i love passes by everyday...

    Everytime when she passes me by,my heart fell a little bit closer to her and are maintaining that level of closure and never will increase even time passes by cause i just wanna be close to her but far from her....i'm not the kind of guys that everyone tell me that are kinda like 'playboy' but actually i'm not...i'm a guy who fell truely in love once but my love are neglected by 'her'...

   My heart had had a hole in its outer-layer that are causes by love-neglectation that are usually happens on the boys side and are causes by the girls side...

  LOVE TO SOMEONE COULD NOT BE FORCE TO ACCEPTED BUT MUST BE LOVE WILLINGLY....LOVING SOMEONE IS NOT AS MISERABLY THEN LOVING SOMEONE SECRETLY IN THE DARK SHADE AND NOT KNOWN BY ANYONE..............................


     ~~~~~~~~~~~~~I LOVE U BUT I WANT U TO BE HAPPY SO I LET U GO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My heart's content

      Being organized everytime makes me a boring person for almost 4 years now...seeing couples walking by me holding their hands and smoching to each other sweetly..my heart was eager to find my soul mate but god or preferly said by its me had sealed my heart when it was hurt or said widely 'played' by a girl who had leaved me for 4 years...if u readed my previous post u will know what happen....

     For what that hurt me the most had happen during the pmr examination!Everyday before the examination happen,i see her standing right in front of me when we are asked to unpacked our belongings to bring it along to the examination room...

    Everytime i saw her talking to her friends infront of me i would be too ashame to see her but in fact her should be ashame to see me...one incident had made me know that she's heart had a very big hatred towards me...that incident happen when we almost accidentally knock into each other and when i noticed her sight,i feel her sight was full of hatred...that was like a knife just pierce through my heart and i was heart broken once again by the one who had leave me...

  Actually after some thinking,i realised that i might cause her boyfriends to leave her or something else but i really thought that i might be the one that made her boyfriend leave and that causes her eyes to contain such hatred towards me...

  If i could have any wish i want but i have to shorten my life span to made it happens,i wish that i could see her once more time before i die to tell her how i wish i could tell her that i was waiting all this time to talk to her about how i truely feel for her and i just wanna know if she ever had that feeling towards me before...

  I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALL MY LIFE EVEN IF U ARE LONELY DON FORGET THAT I'M HERE TO MAKE U FEEL UNLONELY....I LOVE U

My life continues~~

after seeing my childhood love story which are kinda foolish for a child to fall in love deeply....ok now i will tell u my another love story who have happen in 18 September 2010 and its the day that i finally fall in love again but through the internet......


    I meet the person that i love over the internet and i thinks it maybe the one...my angel are very close to me and i mean locationally and by heart and soul....i've plan to give him a couple shirt as present to him...it make me think that love strike us in different ways...

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  The girl maybe wanted a boy who could protect and give her the feeling of being protected while at the same time love and care her.....the type that have 'friends'...the type that the boy could not give and could not receive...
 
  Even until today,the boy still waiting for the girls return but he knew it in its deep hard core:'it was never gonna happen'...........the boy are still waiting for the girls...day by day pass by and the boy are losing hope and trust to love every second and every minute by the day.....






                           PS:THE BOY THAT I SAY IN THIS STORY ARE ACTUALLY ME!!!!

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 After the boy find out that the girl was really dating when she broke up with the boy,the boy thought for a while that it was going to be a sad seconday schooling for him....He started to avoid any contact with the girl and even when they meet each other at the area of the school,he just pretend that he don't even know the girl and just walk past by...

  After a whole boring year,the boy become a prefect at his school and started his day and being insulted everyday but thank god his frends still accepted him as a friends.....his worst day had come when he become a prefect for 4 months,he was transferred to a area to proceed with his work........

  He was situated in the area where his (frst and last)grends appear everyday with his boyfriends(who know is the how many boyfriends that he had be with),its was their dating spot where they do their things there(no sexual involvement)suck as kiss or hug....

 The boy have to suffer from heart-sting for two months.....the boy just have a sad face with he for that whole two months and he have love-sickness for 4 years ever since he was ditch by the girl at 24/8/06 and have a hole in it for many years......

  There are many girls who admire with the boy and some of them even try to tell him but he rejected and say that he have a stone-heart and say that his heart belongs to someone special and will never change ......Although the boy are not attractive and are kinda chubby but his fun,friendly,kinda childish,smart,and thoughful...............but the girl are not attracted to this kind of boys and are attracted at those boys such as gengsters and etc.....


to be comtinue.....

party experience

i've my first party at my frends house and it was good but with the absent of love in the air......LOVE as the word means a feeling within two individual that brings them together or 'tie' them together and driff them to happiness forever....

   L =is the way u look at me
  O =is for the opportunities we have together
  V =is for the very deep feeling i have for u
  E =is for everything about u that brings me to u

Here i'm going to tell u a story about a boy who feel deeply in love with a girl and confront with his biggest fear later.

    Once there was a boy,12years old,who are smart in his studies....he always get bully by his classmates and the class teacher or his family don even cares about him if he tell them thats he was bullies....he live was kinda like hell on earth..
   His life change and his heart change when he meet a girl who he adore for 4 years...he started writting letter to her and let out his feeling....after the girl receive the letter he write to her...the girl soon reply a letter to the boy and tell him that she like him too and have the same feeling as he have............

    The love-birds started writting love to each other and have a secret meeting place...they say i love u to each other at the secret places and hold theirs hands under the table......the boy feel like heaven but he soon know that it was just a meteor star....
    One day,the same as other day the girls write a letter and give it to the boy and said:'don open it until u are at home'...
the boy knoded and wait until he was back home...When the boy reached his home,he rushed to his room and locked the door and started to open the letter.......................................................................



    Soon after the boy have readed the letter,he heart had turn to a blackhole and a dark empty space..... he feel sad the whole day.....
   The next day,he brings a fake smile whereas a sad,sorrowful boy is crying to school.....he saw the girl at school and when the girl comes close the boy just smile and runs to class leaving the girl behind......the boy past his last years of primary school with a broken heart and leave the school with his sunshine heart behind and brings along the dark heart.........


  After finished his primary schooling,the boy thinks that he could try to forget the girl and had leave his memories with the girls behind at primery school.....he choose a school and though that the girl will choose a diferent school.....
  But after he enter the secondary school on his 1st day, he SAW the girl again and he wish that this was just a dream....he enter the school and find out that the girl was really dating when he broke up with the boys..






to be continue........

love

 love was once a organ who everyone have ever since it was born..but unfortunely i've lose ny since 2006 when 'she' broke my heart theoricaly..

           my heart STOP because of losing her and it never shine again for the straight 4 years because it was absent-hearted....or as the scientific name call love-sickness...who can be cure by only LOVE.....