Empty feeling~~~

Hi,you all out there

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How have you all been doing

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I've been fine,if you all are asking

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From 'that' particular day onwards,I've been feeling an empty 

feeling inside me that starting to eat me from inside 

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I wish to be release from this pain but I think that's 

'life'

to me

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I couldn't denied that there have been a feeling of envy 

inside my heart whenever that there are couples walking 

by me everyday,everywhere,everytime...

I've always been on deny that my feeling are 

important to me but I guess that maybe I'm

"CUPID"

Lately,I've been reading on greek mythology about all sort

of gods that ever existed during the old age

Then,I stumbled on CUPID,a.k.a the love god

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The greek's mythology says that when Cupid are 

being handed the position as the love god,

There is one rules that he must obeys,

That is

His past memories will be erased and his feelings

will be sealed,and he must act as a go-between for his lover

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for your information,CUPID is dead beside his lover when he says 

I love.......wuuuuu Then,Cupid dies with his lover crying beside him

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As for Cupid case,I'm almost the same kind as Cupid,

I wish I was HIM

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Even though I can't makes her happy anymore but

I wish I could match Her with someone who can

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Created a page lol!!!

Hi,you all out there,

thank you for coming back to my blog,

As you guys know from the title of the post,

I've created a page on facebook lol

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The reason why I want to create a page of myself

is to express my feeling to everyone out there 

about how a boy could really fall in love with

A girls that broke-up with him 6 years ago

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I know by now,to those who visits my blog constantly 

may probably thinks that why I kept repeating this 

past matter that should be resolve ages ago

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Well,the reason is my Damn heart that seems

to not letting it go,whereby my mouth keeps 

saying I've let go of her

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On the day of her birthday which had already passed,

I gave her a letter to tell how I really feels about 

her and why I've been very weird around her,and when

she talks to me,I always seems to change the subject

and that turns into an awkward situation

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I can't seems to keep my heart away from her

and I had once thinks about suicidal action

but that failed too when I discover

that friends are more important to me,

BUT that change again when I found 

out that she's got into the same 

school as me for the secondary schooling

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That got me thinking again but not suicidal

but moving away,but unfortunately for me

I have no power to do that

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The only things that I could do now is to finish 

my secondary schooling and went out far away from here

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I'm sorry my friends but I have to

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Life is an illusion

HI,you all,its must been what

The second time I've posted today

and you must be wondering 

what wrong with that dude

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Well,Its about my amnesia 

because I've been forgetting 

something important that means 

something to me

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Its my memories with 'her' 

I've forgotten all of it

and everytime I tried to 

remember back,

Its hurt badly to

my heart and mind

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I guess this is the ultimatum 

that gods gave me to try to tell

me that its time to wake up and move on

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This is a picture to describe my feeling 

PERFECTLY 

Do you see the circular-pattern moving

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Haha

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So,bye for now you guys

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Don't forget to keep supporting me 

ok

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THANK YOU

Frustrated life~~~

Hiya guys,Its been long since I've posted last month

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Since many things had happened since the last time I've posted,

Its been very frustrated for me

because the gods are playing tricks on me

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I've faced financial problems as well as

 love problems and school problem,

Well,not too much of a love problems that is,

but the worst are my financial problem

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I've been reading the news and it said that

in the next few months,all of the daily supplies's price

are gonna increase by 4% and that worries me

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How can the world be save when humans are 

breaking the law of natural

by deforestation

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Besides that,I've another problems that pops out recently 

Or could I says that recently means 

TODAY

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Ok,that almost wraps it up

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Ooo，

I've just decided that I'm gonna stays single until I'm mature

or at least until my works are stable 

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This post is kinda boring,

So

SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE 

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But supporting my blog

ok

?????

Thank you

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Here's a picture of me to even the odds

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Looking out of the windows looking for an answer 

to a question that is also the answer at the same time

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