Letters to the future 1

Hiya guys...
I decided to make this list of letters starting now onwards to the future me till I'm out of things to say...
From 2013 Darren..

To Darren,
You are one of those who look back on your memories and cry all day about it..
You may seems different in a way but you are special in every way..

Sometimes,
You may say you won't and will not trust love anymore,
You might not even want to think about it.
But you know that you would always turn around,
Buried your face in your pillow and cried the all night silently..

Do not think you are anyhow girly but you are just a sentimental man...
Cry all you want, as hard as you may..
But what's gone is gone...
It will never turn back to the past,nothing will change,
You are still left behind and alone...
You are still the only one holding back the past...
And the past will be ever as part of your memories...
Move on,don't look back..

Someone better is waiting just around the corner...
Someone who love you more is waiting for you to look at...

Remember,you believe love at first sight...
You loves a long stare at each other...
You know you can sees someone's soul through their eyes...
You may something thinks your criteria are the one scaring your other part away..
But,it's not true...
You only want your other part to be the one who fills your weak side...
Be strong...:)

Memory fragment

Hi guys..Xd

This maybe be the first blog post in the year 2013 and
It may as well be the first big news I'm gonna post..

First of all,I'm in COLLEGE..Yeah for me..
About the course I'm taking,it's SAM(South Australian Matriculation)..
After that,it would be everything about the Medicine field lol..
Aiming to be specialist heart surgeon and maybe later on,
A doctor without borders..Xd
(Damn! Since when had my blog be Soo serious lol)

Oh,I've another one news for u guys..
I've joined the Dance club in my college..
And I'm taking up Latin...Ouch!!
Oh yeah,baby...and I'm rocking it hard!!xd
Dancing is Soo much fun..Xd

And then,not to be so far off the topic here..
The reason why I blog today is somehow I need someone to talk
To but failed in searching for one..
Therefore,I results in blogging..

The thing I wanted tell u guys is there's a part of my memory
That come back lately...
It's very blurred...but somehow I remember there's an individual involved..
But I can't remember that person's facial figure..
I feel puzzled..I feel confused..
Why can't I remember??

I also can't remember the details of this whole memory...
I remember meeting through the net but I don't know when,why and which..,
But somehow as I tried to remember more and think more harder..
My head hurts...I feel dizzy,but I feel my nose went sore too...
I don't know why...
I can't quite put it together in my head..

Should I try anymore??
Should I remember this person??
Why don't I have this feeling to blog anymore???
(Like I used to when I blog)...
What happened??

That remained as a confusion I'm putting away...
A memory where I should've never remember back...
That's all...
bye
Guys..:)